Day 1

First- thanks for being supportive. I really need to thank my mom who flew out to help with this whole start of deployment. I made it through day 1- a lot of stopping, checking myself, and deep breathing. Silvio spent some time this morning on the hunt for Andy. That made me quite sad.

I think I can do this- so long as I don't get myself in a tizzy while teaching. My goal- no breakdowns at work. First test of this will be when mom heads back east and I really am by myself.

I think a shopping spree might be in order... We will see what I end up getting.

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Sad

Another deployment has begun. I feel so sad, tired, exhausted, overwhelmed, and anxious. On top of everything else, I picked up a cold during this first week back at school. I don't feel like I have the energy to feel all of these feelings.

But the upside was that the weather provided me time off to spend with Andy. So I suppose that I shouldn't complain about the sub-zero weather. It doesn't make up for everything that will get missed this year: all the spring semester teaching shenanigans, all those crazy holidays, our 2nd anniversary (here's to hoping the army will allows us to actually celebrate number 3 after separating us for the first two), hopefully getting my actual teaching license, teaching at CTC on post, our birthdays (again the army has taken more of those away then we have gotten to share), holidays, and the everday little things.

Well, I should try to sleep. At least work keeps me busy.

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End of 2009

Well here I am staring down the start of a new year.  I am a bit intimidated by it all.  In just under 10 days, Andy will be gone for the duration of the year.  That means I am stuck with handling everything with the new house, taxes, my job, the cars, shoot everything.  One would think that I managed pretty darn well on my own while in graduate school.  This should be a snap.  Somehow, being out in Kansas, over 700 miles away from any sort of relations, seems so much more difficult.

I plan on sending lots of packages and hoping that family and relatives will send some too.  I am excited to use Google's talk feature - hurray for video-conferencing.  For right now, I know that most of his battle will be against the dreaded paperwork, but still I am frightened.

As for my expectations for myself for this year, the big one is to try not to be too much of a workaholic, get my exercise on, do some more knitting, and possibly try some new recipes (although with only 1 person in the house not sure how often that will be).  I would like to explore more of Kansas as well but I would need to do all the driving myself :oP.  Lastly, I hope that we can manage to sock away some money this year - I don't need much in way of food and shouldn't be doing too much shopping, although every now and again I get the urge.

That is about it.  Not totally gung-ho about the new year but now super depressed either.

Fancy That...

I have yet again managed to forget entirely about my blog.  Needless to say, I have been busy teaching.  More worrying than teaching on most days. 

I hope since I have gotten into a rhythm with school, that maybe just maybe I can manage my time a bit more judiciously.  Also, I would like to keep a better record of my memories for the upcoming year.  Andy is deploying again with the 1 ID Division Headquarters - so I will be by myself for well...I suppose a year.  We will see how things play out.

I suppose the big update is that I only have two more classes left in the alternate route program - internship, and a survey on the "exceptional" child.  For the internship this semester, I need to write up my Teacher Work Sample by April. Primarily, it is 25 pages (more pages than I think is necessary) of information about the school, the community, and my unit of teaching.  I tried to play it smart and collect all of the data from a unit on triangles that took about 3 - 4 weeks.  My problem is that it needs to get typed up and handed in during the middle of the school year.  Why not ask for it to be completed during the summer semesters - when I do not have to spend a good majority of my time grading and creating lesson plans?  Poo. 

I also managed to get the Praxis PLT exam out of the way.  Surprisingly enough, I came up with 12 essays in about 2 hours time.  Trust me that is difficult seeing as I really could care less about any of the writing assignments I have to do for my classes.  It also didn't help that I only spent 1 summer on the topics covered - compared to all the college students in the room who had 4 years of education classes under their belts.  Score one for the home team.

I am somewhat sad now - our Christmas guests have left.  It was fantastic to have everyone out for the holiday.  I only wish that we had asked everyone to stay longer.  We now have a quiet empty house and it doesn't really help my being productive for school.  I have a couple of presentations to write and I would like to get about a week ahead on my lessons.  Lots of fun I am sure.

Anyway - I plan to post my New Year's Resolutions tomorrow.  I have a few I hope to keep.  But I am going to spend one more day relaxing and then going out for a fancy dinner tonight at Harry's.  Probably our last big date night out before the deployment.  It should have been New Year's Eve reservations but we were late in calling.  But tonight works fantastically.

Color Me Impatient

On Wednesday, I honestly believed that I had very few job opportunities.  I had not received any communications from any applied to parties.  But Thursday, later in the after I got not one but two job offers.  The first was Central Texas College.  They are in desperate need of Math faculty - most of their students are taking their math courses online.  I am somewhat indifferent to the online course - but that is neither here nor there.  The second was Manhattan High School.  After speaking with Human Resources at the District, I will now be receiving a letter of intent from the district.  I then have to sign and return it to them. 

So what is the problem...today is probably the last day to get everything in order for my alternate route program.  So I was hustling about to pay tuition for four classes this summer (yes four, I am masochistic, I know this), two of which begin on Monday.  Yikes.  Forget about textbooks.  Lord knows, I probably won't see those show up until after I finish the courses.  The good thing is that the courses are online.  At least one of them is a math course - the rest are Edu courses.  I am sure I will be putting off all of those writing assignments.  Not entirely the best thing.  Doing this leaves me with only 2 other courses to take in the upcoming year - one more ed class, and History of Math.  Yes, History of Math - 1 credit.  Hurray for me.

Anyway, I am excited to teach in the fall.  It is a seven period day.  In at 7:45 am and out at 2:52 pm.  I have 1 prep, and 1 professional period.  There will be four periods of Algebra 1 - not freshman.  These will be sophomores who did not quite get it the first time around.  What is nice about these classes is they will have a max of 15 - 20 students.  No huge classes.  My other period will be Geometry.  The school is about 10 minutes from my house = nice commute.  Plus it keeps Andrew and I on the same schedule - up early in the morning...I'll be home in the afternoon, and we have the evening to spend together.

Oh - Andy should be home sometime next week from California.  Not sure when.  I will hopefully find out in the next day or so.  More important hope is that I don't go all crazy on him with schoolwork - like I am apt to do.

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I did not receive any communication about the possibility of teaching math in the Manhattan school district.  I will spend next day formulating letter to withdraw from alternate route program - if I don't have income from the upcoming job, how can I expect to pay for the program.  I guess I will go locate the nearest H & R Block to see if there are any chances available to me there.

Landscapers are coming tomorrow to put in beds and a patio.  Keeping fingers crossed that the days remain precipitation-less.

6 month boo boo

Oooops. Distracted is probably not the right word for this situation. Distracted implies a short amount of time where one's mind wanders from it's intended task. Forgotten is more appropriate.  It would be poor of me to try to run down what happened over the past six months.  I wouldn't be able to remember the important things, I am sure of that.  But why don't I share the things that I do know:
  • It has been quite a year.  Yep, one whole year married.  We've had lots of fun, and well some not so fun.  Most of the not fun has been my doing - seeing as I freak out over the tiniest things - like packing, and travelling, Silvio, and the fact that I have no control over what the Army tells Andrew to do.  It has been a slow acclimation.  I report that I am still working on it - but I hope that Andy thinks I am doing better than before.
  • Silvio is one whole year old as well.  He has learned sit and stay (most of the time), and can perform down but only if there is food around.  His most favorite activity is chewing the carpet.  I have spent so much time ripping my hair out trying to find activities for him other than chewing the carpet.  A Petco has just opened up here - so once they have a trainer, I plan on signing Silvio up for the classes.
  • Both sets of parents have come to visit us in our new home (which I love by the way).  It was fantastic having them down.  They have managed to drop off a bunch of things for us.  Needless to say I must find some more bookcases and the like.
  • I am trying to find a job.  I would love to teach.   Unfortunately,  I don't have that little sheet of paper which says it is okay to do so.  You would think that a Master's degree in content area would make any high school happy.  Heck even - 5 years of teaching in the highschool/collegiate level.  Nope it's that darn piece of paper - thwarts me at every turn.  I had an interview on Friday.  It went fairly well.  I won't know until Wednesday if I finagled myself in the door.  If I get a no, I think I might just drop out of alternate route program.  It's silly here in Kansas - no certificate, no job - but no job offer, no continuation of program to obtain certificate.  My back up is that I could always adjunct teach with Central Texas College on Fort Riley.  They don't need that piece of paper.  But I am sure I could find other ways to fill my time....
  • Andy is away at the National Training Center for another week and a half.  While he is away I vowed to get into an exercising regimen.  Why you ask - I tried on my bridesmaid dress for Suzer's wedding.  It fit with quite a bit of help.  I guess all that cooking has gone all to my waist.  So after each workout I have been weighing myself to make sure I am making progress.  I know this will sound crazy but I have been hovering around 122- 125.  That is actually the highest I have ever been.  But this morning after a couple of weeks the scale read 118.  So I am happy with my progress but have a couple more pounds to shed by the end of next month.  It helps that I take Silvio out a couple of times a day for little walks - gets me outside too.
  • Not to much else to report from Kansas.  It is hot - already made it into the 90s.  Can not wait for the lanscapers to put some trees in our yard so we can get some shade.  Looking forward to a trip to Disney World - Andy's first trip.  It will be nearly 2 years since my last trip.  Crazy!!!
Actually I just can't wait for Andy to come home.  We had gotten into a routine when he got home from work and now I look at the clock and I have to remind myself that he won't be home for another few days.  Goal is to try to get back into a writing groove.

Merry Christmas

I can not wait for this week to be over and done with. I can not wait for the Christmas holiday to begin. I need some relaxation. In the meantime, enjoy this Disney magic.

Ode to a Good Dog



In 1995, we took a family vacation to Hawaii.  We were introduced to Kona coffee.  All the while my brother and I have been begging for a doggy addition to the family.  Matthew wanted a pug dog.  We returned home from the trip and finally convinced our parents to look at dogs.  We went to an AKC dealer and picked out a little boy pug.  He was the only pug who wasn't crazy or nuts.  The dog just went over to my dad and sat near him.  That was just what he needed to do to come home with us.  The dealers said the dog was small and probably the runt of the litter given its action.  But we didn't care.  He would probably be a really small dog.  Boy was that dealer wrong, wrong, wrong.  We named the pug Kona Coffeebean.

For his formative years, Kona lived in the laundry room.  He lived in a plastic crate for a while, until he had grown into a metal one.  I remember only being allowed to take him out of the laundry room for short amounts of time when Kona first came home with us.  He used to be so tiny - Silvio sized you could say.  If you sat Indian-style on the floor, Kona fit right in the space left between your legs. 

After Kona finally learned to not go in the house, he graduated to having run of the ground floor of the house.  By run, I mean run.  He would attempt to herd people and furniture for about 5-10 minutes if the whole family managed to be in the family room at the same time.  We thought it was hilarious that he would do that.  Now I am not surprised when Silvio does it as well.

The years sort of jumble together.  I remember a summer, where it was sooo hot, Kona spent the entire day splayed out on the tile in the foyer.  Winters when the snow was so deep - Kona tried walking on top of the snow and in an instant he had dropped underneath it.  From then on we knew we had to shovel a potty area before we could take him out.  Countless highschool mornings when I would have my Kona time watching some silly cartoons before I head off to school.  Kona passing up everyone else to sit on Dad's lap in, by the by, a chair whose own time has passed.  Kon-bone noticing the luggage coming up from the basement and getting sad because he knew we were going on vacation.  Kona chewing on the family room carpet.  His plastic bag fetish.  Kona's ability to alert us to any danger - including those dogs (even animated ones) on the television.  I left for college - Kona was so mad, he left...how shall we call it, a "present" in my room.  The symphony that we call Kona's sleeping.  The myriad of noises he made while we ate at the dinner table.  Kona's love for mashed potatoes - which believe me, left me conflicted when I wanted to finish the last of the potatoes.

Kona got older.  It was harder for him to move around.  We started giving him glucosamin-chondrotin for his aches and pains.  He stopped jumping up on people and the couch.  It took him a long time to get up the stairs.  I am very glad Kona stuck it through my wedding and getting to meet Silvio.  He even perked up after Silvio's trip - he followed people around and was on the whole much more active.  I wish he and Silvio would have had the chance to hang out together at Christmas again.  But there will only be one silly pug dog at Christmas this year - not the fawn colored one.  Kona passed away on Monday December 8, 2008.  I am happy to have had such a wonderful dog for 13 years.  He was a good dog and I hope up in doggy heaven that he gets all the mashed potatoes he wants.


 
More pictures of Kona can be found here. I hope to find some pictures of young Kona and add them later - unfortunately they are still at home.

Me 1, Scorpion squash

It's not a large secret - I am not a big fan of insects.  Living beings that wear their skeletons on the outside and not the inside are just a little unnatural for me.  We already know that I have issues with swarms of ladybugs.  But I can look on that experience and laugh a bit now.  This time, not so much.  I walked into our office room this morning and saw a large (1-2 in) scorpion hanging out by the computer on the floor.  Silvio follows me into the room at which point - I'm hysterical.  I cry out for the dog to leave the room so he doesn't get stung.  I run into the bedroom towards Andy's closet.  I find the largest pair of boots Andy had (it's a good thing guys' feet are so much bigger than girls').  I run back into the office to find the scorpion hadn't moved.  I then proceed to beat the living daylights out of the scorpion with Andy's boot sole.  After I had ensured that it wasn't going to move again - I called Andy up to come back from class to help me clean up - cause I had no idea what to do.  I'm from the Northeast what do you expect - anything with more than two legs gets a squashing.  I think we deduced that there is a small crack between the screen and the window.  Since we hadn't fully engaged the lock on the window - it probably crawled in that way.  But the bigger kicker is that the bug/pest control guy was here at the apartment complex and I had just missed him when I spoke to the apartment manager about my run-in.  But they managed to get him to come in tomorrow afternoon to spray.  (I personally went on a spraying rampage once Andy got home).  Keep your fingers crossed I don't see anymore of them.